Becky's Babbles“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Hey.  I am alive.  Just kind of been mia.  So much has happened in the last several months I wouldn't know where to begin.  I'm job searching and have been for about 3 months.  That's no fun.  Went through a relationship that ended kind of bad.  But I'm finally feeling optimistic about life again and looking forward to the future whatever the heck that may be.

I still read my update in my email everyday so i feel like I still know what's going on with you all.  Sorry I haven't been present.

Have a great week!


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Empty

Nobody Girl- Ryan Adams

Well, the night makes moves
And it shatters like broken glass
Better play it cool... better let it pass
Have you been screening your smokes?
And whispers in an all night bar
Better off as the fool
Than the owner of that kind of heart

They don't know you anyway
They don't know you and they don't watch you walk away
Just a nobody girl
With a radar to the scene
When the emptiness finds you
You find all the numbers you need
Say you follow your heart
Well, honey you're just being lost
Say you follow your gut
Well, how much would it cost?

They don't know you anyway
They don't know you
And they don't watch you walk away

You're nobody, girl
You're nobody, girl

You're a nobody, girl

The night plays games
And the people they come and go
Well, they trade in their pieces
For a late-night ride on your rodeo
If your horses could talk,
I wonder if they would complain
I know you're rested and ready
They've been going nowhere for days

They don't know you anyway
They don't know you,
They don't even mind the weight

Nobody, girl
You're nobody, girl
Nobody, girl


Sunday, May 06, 2007

Two of my best friends are from Greensburg, Kansas.  The town that is now gone, destroyed by a tornado.  I have been there a few times and it saddens me to think of what all of those people must be feeling right now.  Her family was okay and the their farm by some miracle spared.  Read this...

All the churches were destroyed. Every business on main street was demolished. The town's fire engines were crushed and other crumpled vehicles were thrown around. Tree trunks stood bare, stripped of most of their branches.

The fate of the town's claim to fame — the world's biggest hand dug well — was unknown because it was buried under a mountain of debris; the gift store at the well had disappeared.

For decades, meteorite hunters from throughout the world have been drawn here to hunt for meteorites. The town's extensive meteorite collection, including one weighing 1,000 pound, was one of the casualties of the storm.

"It is very scary right now," said Hewitt, who lost his home in the storm.

Hewitt estimated 95 percent of the town of 1,500 was destroyed and predicted rescue efforts could take days as survivors could be trapped in basements and under rubble.

"This is one of the most devastating tornadoes we have had in Kansas," said U.S. Rep. Jerry Moran.

‘All of Main Street is gone’
At a shelter in neighboring Haviland, Cheryll Behm said her home in Greensburg is probably repairable, unlike the rest of the town.

"I am concerned Greensburg never will be built," said Behm, a nurse's aide at the Greensburg hospital. "There is no place to go back to work to. All of Main Street is gone."

A small town like that isn't like it is here where I live.  You have to move, there aren't just jobs around.  Its really in the middle of nowhere.  Many of the farms there will never be able to recover.  Most of them barely get by as it is.  I just can't imagine what they must be feeling and thinking.


Wednesday, May 02, 2007

There is so much to say I really don’t know where to start.  Let’s see I quit my job at KU to go to work for my dad.  So now I’m learning the world of construction.  To be more precise the world of pipes, water mains, sewers, etc.  Fun uh?  I’ve been second guessing my decision ever since I made it.  But we’ll cross our fingers it will work out in the end.  I can say the money situation is much better and there is definite room for advancement.  I’d say one or two more paychecks and I might be okay for once, like not living in overdrawn land.    

 

Getting my tonsils out went better than expected.  It really does take a long time to recover though.  I didn’t eat real food for 2 weeks.  Lots of sleeping and TV.  Two things I was completely not used to.  I found myself going to play poker at night just so I could be around people, even if I couldn’t talk… 

 

I quit running poker which has been a good thing.  More sleep makes for a better Becky.  The boy front well there isn’t too much different there.  Still learning lots and still completely undecided as to what I want.  Right now I don’t think I want anything as I feel like my plate is just a little too full.  I’m trying to learn how to tell people I’m not interested in them like that but would like to be their friend.

 

Not sure what else to say.  Lots of change happening right now and just looking forward to things getting back to normal.  Oh and in the midst of leaving my job and starting another one I had two biopsies done, luckily I’m cancer free.  Just more stress.  I’m very ready to move on from this place in life.   But something tells me that if its not one thing its another.


Monday, March 05, 2007

So I bet you thought I fell off the face of the earth.  Well it kind of feels like that to me too.  I don't honestly know where to begin or what to say.  My life has been a roller coaster.  Sadly I only have a minute before I have to rush to another meeting. 

I'd like to say I'll get on here soon and update but I am going to a conference on Wednesday and get back Satruday and I've been planning a parade for St.Pat's that is that Sunday.  Tuesday I'm getting my tonsils out.  Oh well maybe while I'm lying in bed I'll get on here.

Just know I am reading your updates in the subscription deal that comes in my email.  More to come...



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